Jellyfish.

Well, so my friend told me I needed to update so I am. Haha. I just posted pictures of some jellyfishes I made. Some good luck charms for my 2 friends. One is taking our state test the other is going on a trip to Ireland.  Yeps one of the baddest drunken countries since broken off from the united kingdom. Haha. If your Aph fan of some sort you might be able to get that joke.
But anyways, my other friend told me I remind her of a jellyfish that paints itself black hiding my pretty colors underneath&  it reminded me of jellyfish princess( Hench I made Clara dolls) I liked the shape of jellyfishes,& the gentle movements they make in the large ocean&  when hit by the sun can you see the transparent beauty.  It's like people, unless you look at them in brightness with you see threw the darken shades they have hidden behind. Well that's it for now. I'll update soon(: 

Hate is cold and warm

So I'm not sure how you can view the word "Hate" It can go both ways, it can be cold yet it can be warm to the core. Damn them if they say it is a word of dislike, It is stronger. much stronger then any other you can get, if love is a definition of unwanted love. Then want is Love? The definition of unwanted hate.
If you love someone but they hate you in return, and don't want you in their lives then you shouldn't go any father into this race. You must know where your standards lay, and where to lift up their swords. Is it weird that I throw up & get sick when I see people make out, kiss, or hug? Cause its disgusting. Its so despicable. 

School, Lunch, Dreams, And Hates.

Well to this fact, I am here at school, next to my friend who is look ing at my blog An Arizona to my left. It's green tea, no the sweet kind. I'm trying to slow down on my sweet dreams of high chances of diabetes. Well to record what's happened so far today. Betrayal, Bitch how much I hate it. My friend sees me, and she ignores me. The things I hate are being ignored, I've been ignored a lot when i as little. But I guess im just a self conceded bitch, fucking aye! I just want to stick a dagger into these people. Dont I hurt? Sigh What am I even saying. . . . . if you risk something, ricsk it for love. But if loves a  bitch, just shank it like the bitch it is. Dont let it take control of you & take charge back into yourself, your life and your sanity. Case even if you have no one to back you up, be it friends or family. Remember you still have yourself.